My Adult ADD

Well of course it hasn't been a daily post!  Such is my life.  My house is a wreck, the carpets need to be cleaned (I have to get them cleaned OFF before I can shampoo them though!), the car is acting funny and I have paperwork everywhere.  But you know what?  I got out of bed on my own, dressed myself, my back doesn't hurt (right now anyway), and I am loving this weather.

Trying to figure out where to get started on my house.  It is like a ball of yarn..  or a tangle maybe.  I just have to pick a place and get started.  Maybe I need to approach it as if it isn't MY house. I always seem to do better at someone else's house.  That might just be the ticket.  Sit down and make a plan as if it isn't my house and my mess. That actually sounds like a good idea.  Develop solutions and an action plan as though it isn't for me.  The problem then becomes me...  do I have the discipline and determination to stick to my plan?  We shall see.

Well, here it is. I had said I was going to start a blog but I wasn't sure what I was going to write about. I still am not and this blog may wander about quite a bit. I think I want to try and discover why I am the way I am, what I can do to change it, and just how I go about starting this sort of self therapy. Because that is what I see this as 0 a form of self therapy. All I know at this point in my life is that I am dissatisfied with who I am, the way I look, how much weight I've gained, my current living situation, and the lack of a sense of purpose in my life. These are the things that I need to change and I have to take them one at a time. So, I will try to post every day but that may not be possible as my schedule can get very wacky sometimes. Come on this journey with me?